>start retaining
>get prescribed nerve blockers
>start doing and saying all kinds of stupid shit because I didnt look up the medications
>luck is 10x worse, had the worst few weeks of my life
The people telling you to clean streak are 100% right. No drugs, alcohol, video games, etc... I remember a lot of debates with people on amphetamines saying their luck imploded and went to shit (why stimulant fasting is in the OP if I recall) and thought it was wonky at the time, but there's definitely truth to it and I can see it now. I'm restarting and doing it right this time.

We dont fail, we learn bros.