I have a testosterone level of 550 as a 32 year old man with BMI of 21 (skinny) and I can't get hard due to dryhumping pillows to masturbate since age 8 and cumming while limp since age 13. I feel a slight pinching feeling in my perineum, back of scrotum, and inner thigh. I started sleeping 5 to 6 hours a night 6 years ago when I started wagecucking because I couldn't stand how much of my day was taken up by Shekelstein. I told a doctor I prone masturbated and he said that's not that bad, even though I reas multiple articles online saying it was. He referred me to a physical therapist and she's given me pelvic floor exercises but it's not getting better. My libido is completely fucked. I don't know if 550 is and or average or what, because the "normal" range is 300 to 900 which is such a vague load of bullshit and I think it's meant to encourage söyboy faggots to feel normal. But I don't. I'm getting laid off in a few weeks and going NEET for a while, as well as nöfäp. I'm on like a week of nöfäp right now. I've done it for 2 months and barely noticed. I had a gf and I could only fuck her with Viagra but I couldn't cum from blowjobs or normal vaginal intercourse. I'm probably fucked for life. I'll never have a normal sex life. I wish I'd learned this was bad when I was 16 and there was still hope. My voice started cracking for the first time since I was 17. I hate my life. Someone please tell me what the ACTUAL NORMAL testosterone is for a 32 year old. Because it can't be like this. Fucking fat asses with shit diets manage to fuck their fat girlfriends and cum all over them. But I can't even get hard while I was making out with my ex gf naked. I would lose my boner while she was jerking me off. I feel really bad for her and I don't blame her for dumping me at all.