Your heart's a compass, sure, but it’s a shaky one. Following it blindly sounds noble, yet is a dodge, a way to shirk the hard work of creating your own values. You say "discard everything" and lean on asceticism, meditation, prayer, but isn’t that just swapping one dogma for another? The heart’s not some pure oracle; it’s tangled with desires, fears, instincts. Relying on it alone risks chasing shadows, not truth.

>there is no other true path
This smells like the same absolute certainty Nietzsche railed against in priests and moralists. He’d say you’re still kneeling, just to your own pulse instead of a cross. Enlightenment isn’t found by following; it’s forged by overcoming, by staring into the abyss of your own will and shaping something from it. You’ve been at this for eight, nine years, and that’s admirable, but are you walking a path or circling a comfort zone? Asceticism can be a crutch, not a bridge.

>I will see god face to face
Bold claim, but laughable. God’s dead, friend, and waiting for a divine FaceTime is betting on a ghost. The Overman doesn’t seek revelations from above; he creates meaning from within, on this earth, in this life. Your discipline’s impressive, but are you using it to transcend or merely to hide?