>>40091288
no but i pretend like i am so people dont call me faketrans. but im just dysphoric

one time I ended up in the hospital because I drank too much vodka so I avoided drinking for awhile. But I tried alcohol again recently and it reminded me why i'm an alcoholic to begin with. I just love the feeling of pure inebriation and forgetting oneself so you can just maximize the enjoyment you can get out of your otherwise miserable life