YouTuber with 2.8 million subscribers here.
Fame sucks ass. As soon as you're famous, people stop treating you like a human, lose the capacity to feel empathy towards you, and act as if you've signed a contract to sacrifice all privacy in exchange for popularity.
I shared the stuff I made, and it got a lot of views. I don't see why that entitles people to treat me like shit.

remember life is beautiful
you are special and we are all connected and we should all be nice to each other
be kind to yourself don't hate yourself over past trauma or externalities you never got to control
I LOVE YOU ALL