>>40605314
>King of Cups (Rev)
>9 of Swords (Rev)
>Hanged Man

You will not find a girl soon until you work on your own habits, like being inconstant or unfair with partners in the past. You have had a lot of anxieties keeping you up at night and not being able to find peace of mind because you feel like you can't rely on anyone romantically. If you're able to change your perspective and work on improving yourself first, you will be able to find the right support system and even the right girl for you. Good luck anon