Hey a lot of you helped me out yesterday figure out that what I want to do is become a sissy. Some said not to do it but most if you said I should go for it!

I'm ready to accept my role as a submissive. But like I said, I want to doll myself up and have a masculine persona in public but a feminine persona in my bed that I enjoy. Goal is to eventually have a BBC, smell my own feet, and cum on my face. keep in mind that I have no experience with anal or cum eating so the goal of thresd is ti encourage me and give me tips.

background is that I'm 28 and my life sucks and hoping to fill the void with big dildos since I will never be loved by a woman