>>40879599
Yeah, frick, I mean, I forget that as offensive as it is at times being monitored all the friggin' time, scanned, or even sniffed that one time >: ( if nothing else I at times can remember that w/e tf is being done to me I'm one of the most qualified beings who can take this kind of stuff even if it's too much, so like, just learning to throttle n all that, but living circumstances really do make it feel like hell on earth mode. So yeah, it sucks in a very non fun way, but my simply being here is probably helping the geuninely confused/less fortunate. Even if I'm not big on certain types, I don't want them to suffer either sooo frick, it's all so tiresome, I break down bad at times, but sooner or later, Hope and the Love I carry return, but every fucking time I say anything positive or anti the true "bad guys" narrative or w/e I get fricked up so excuse me I'mma go do some other stuff now cause ugghhhh even my kind need breaks ya know?