this is something normal men deal with when very young, getting horny with older woman and wanting to fuck them, that's how life works, at the moment you start producing testosterone at like 10 or 11 yold you want to fuck every girl with a fat ass and big tits aka older women, idk why most people try to make it sound like its something bad or idk, lets say you are 13 and some hot 25 yold girl sucks your dick, oh no imagine the horror.