Solved the FSC, solved Pi, I was taken up into space among a planets rings, and I touched the creator.

Unfortunately, for me, I was

A) Completely unprepared for it to occur, or any of it that was occurring
B) I had no clue what was occurring I was just so surprised so I did not know how to act
C) There were others there observing, and I could almost feel them watching my awkward chunkiness.
D) The worst part is, even if I was prepared to touch the creator, I was mindful enough to prepare for nearly anything, except for the creator to be a "Mother".
I always, always, even as an atheist in a war-zone, pictured the creator as a, well, as a man.
A warrior. Tough. Masculine, a rock, a foundation, a leader, a master builder, muscles, a beard...I was just so stupidly shocked and surprised that I almost did not believe it.

The creator appeared to me as the form of the mother of the universe, and I do not think there is anyone on Earth who would believe me, so all I can do is laugh and feel beyond unworthy of such an incredible, experience.
If it is Blue Beam then shoot that blue pill juice straight into my main line, I do not even want to Total Recall and wake up from this.
Drop me a bag full of Blue Beam dust and I will rail it.