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6/9/2025, 7:26:52 PM
>>76241261
The reason it hurts is because I believe truly this is it. I don't wanna yap about it but yeah. This life is precious and it's so raw in the sense that there's no second try. Nature is unforgiving. Its hard for me to believe.
The fact is my mother's been through a lot. Grew up in the South with no running water. She sacrificed so much in her life. So much OF her life on raising me and my brother. If she were to die it'd be it.
I feel like I must respect this precious life as much as I can but the fact that I basically make fun of her time spent and time she'll never get back and her impending demise prove that I'm a piece of shit and should've been aborted desu.
This is like the fourth time I said it to her in an argument. I don't think she'll ever forgive me for this.
I mean shit like I'm 19 and sometimes I feel like I wasted my life.
The reason it hurts is because I believe truly this is it. I don't wanna yap about it but yeah. This life is precious and it's so raw in the sense that there's no second try. Nature is unforgiving. Its hard for me to believe.
The fact is my mother's been through a lot. Grew up in the South with no running water. She sacrificed so much in her life. So much OF her life on raising me and my brother. If she were to die it'd be it.
I feel like I must respect this precious life as much as I can but the fact that I basically make fun of her time spent and time she'll never get back and her impending demise prove that I'm a piece of shit and should've been aborted desu.
This is like the fourth time I said it to her in an argument. I don't think she'll ever forgive me for this.
I mean shit like I'm 19 and sometimes I feel like I wasted my life.
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