I'm a virgin but I have a fantasy of wrestling with a bf and we just have to try to top each other, not really in a dom/sub way, more matter-of-fact who is stronger, and since I'm a skinny little 120lb freak I will always lose, unless I really work out then maybe I can win 1/10 times. I imagine this in a very affectionate safe lighthearted way, not really like cnc