>>29097772
>maybe a sugar baby could fill that void.
As a long-time monger, you should pat yourself on the back for being present, understanding you have a human want/need in life, identifying exactly what that is, and now you're looking for realistic solutions.
> that is incredibly rare in the monger world (most of us are lizard brains needing just to bust a nut)
In my time, I had to dissect every facet of that feeling down. There were specific needs I had to
> cook a specific dinner for a woman for a seductive evening
> be worshipped in public by a ravishing 10/10 gorgeous woman
> pilot a boat out to a white sand beach island for a sun bumming day on the Gulf
> spoil a young girl with outfits, heels, accessories (hardcore flex with something they've never had in life)
> massage a young woman into ecstatic Tantric bliss for hours and turn her brain into mush
These are examples of things I wanted to do with a true 'soulmate' companion. I couldn't find 'her' in my stage of life so I just exorcised those needs on my own terms. I've been married, i've had tons of passionate relationships, but in my 50s now I tried to "westworld" fantasy island my way into what I wanted because its impossible to orchestrate a relationship that hits on your 24 point inspection criteria.

If you're upfront and state your intentions clearly in a girl from seeking, you could find something like this. I've tried it all, too (tryst, p411, seeking, skipthegames, escortalligator, eros, eroticmonkey, even 'cuddle buddy' sites). There is no shortage of broke girls that can take. There are very few that can give you anything substantial back, even if all you're looking for is conversation.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKCg3amDDy8