>>509579898
I ask this with the utmost seriousness: how do you come to believe that? All I can see myself as is some useless nobody who was humiliated and I have no recourse. I have thought about those two pieces of shit and how powerless they make me feel everyday for years now, and they for their part have probably never once given me a second thought.

My dad abandoned me before birth. My mom treated me like a paycheck. The rest of my family never bothered to check on me after I barely survived the coma of my first suicide attempt. I have nothing. I'm broke. If I ever meet another woman, it's gonna be another divorcee with kids. I can't see toughing this out for decades more. I don't understand how anyone in my shoes could find a way up from the bottom.