>>81879249
Nigger
>>81879248
No, I'm just being dramatic. I doubt I'll kill myself soon since I'm religous and a pussy. Although it's unfortunate that my only friend did a few years back, so I guess he's gay. Thing is, when I had him I was happy, anytime I think of the joy I used to feel with him, it all feels so overwhelming now. I used to be very clingy too, as in wanting to be with him everyday(no homo). So when I suddenly lost him, it ruined me along with my soul and now I'm a lost man. I'd imagine if I found someone to care for again I'd finally be able to live again, but since I'm always inside (even when I'm doing my job, it's in some garage and it's only when they need me which is rare.) so I doubt I'd be able to get it. And if somehow I become blessed the God and find a girl I can love, I'd probably become clingy again, probably obsessively too since I've been alone for so long.

>>81795815
>If you say so, anon. I still recommend talking to a therapist. Especially since basically calling it quits at the beginning of your life, which is kind of retarded.
The only therapy I need is from loving a girl and her being my purpose. Without the promise of starting a family and passing on my seed with a woman I love, I see no purpose to try.
>inb4 you're not owed anything