unironically i want to work harder but there is nothing to work on. even the projects I can think of that I'd like to undertake are toy stuff that would not solve real issues, and the core mission I have is not even defined and what few individual tasks I can think of are long solved (and ongoing things take no more than an hour a day max, and that's with coffee and youtube time)

there is literally no reason NOT to get fucked up on spirits at 8 in the morning