I spend a lot of time out in the woods alone, often at night. At first it's spüpie but then you get used to it and take no mind.

Sometimes though, I have these moments where the reality of my situation strikes me and I get horrified for a moment. It's times like that when I feel like something is with me, like something's lurking and because my mind is always buzzing I'm never taking notice of it. Sometimes those spontaneous terrors are too much for me to deal with and I just gtfo even if it's 2am or something