I just remembered something from my today's adventure... i talked before about how easily am influenced by the media i consume... i think Suoh-chan made me talk to myself in a loud voice outside my home ,_, i was in the middle of the village's mall walking while eating ice cream and voicing the monologue inside me in a little bit audible sound and i didn't notice until it was too late that some people started looking at me while i was doing it... Suoh-chan... i understand your suffering now and i don't like it ,_,