Im too beaten down and old to get that feeling anymore.
I think when you are younger, trauma / problem free, the idea of exploring darkness in media has such a novelty.
>Ooo imagine going through this kind of betrayal
>Ooo imagine going through loss like this
>Ooo imagine if life was this horrible

Once you actually experience those things in real life, I lost all interest in reliving it in fiction. I just want fun games now to counter the growing sadness in myself.