Ah i forgot to mention this @_@ when i was outside, i sent this to my male friend *He is a gamer (+800 games beaten)* and recently he started reading visual novels (Fat/Stay tonight), i talk to him from time to time about my vinnies, we wants to read what i read so we can talk more together about them, so you know, i have been not joining discord for about a week, so i returned today and sent him this... i think i can convert him to be a Flowersister V_V he did participate... he still refuses to read any yuri... but maybe after he see how much the ge changed me he will be more open to it... i really stopped going to discord because i feel like Flower is still on my mind and i don't want to converse with real humans who might make me forget about me as a fictional entity... or something? i don't know how to describe it but i don't want anything related to 3D for sometime ,_,