I keep on engaging with transphobe weirdos and laugh it off infront of them everytime they treat me like shit (and continue on reading hate posts telling me I'll never be who I want to be aswell)
keep on comparing myself to passoids
I resign myself to thinking that the most I'll ever achieve is being a tomboymoder and the most I'll just get is some chaser's attention
don't eat well and do exercise to make myself feel a bit better
engage with weird grooming/rape fantasies

I think I won't make it