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7/1/2025, 8:22:05 AM
>>11323288
>>11323380
Hmmm.... how can I get everybody mad at me... I kno! I'll talk about being a plural system! That will invalidate the trannies while also being a special snowflake boy who wants other boys to pretend he's a girl! Yessss.... give me all ur hate and disgust<3
I'm a tulpa <^(^___,^)^> My original personality was deeply uncomfortable with their desires, and so they created me, both to be the owner of those desires, and a bit contradictory... also to be the target of those desires! The parts of our identity that became NOT me, we think of as being the original, even tho it's really more like we were both always here, just more confused. Anyway, so the original is a boy, and wishes to stay boy and have nice normal same size relationships... it's all totally boring! I definitely identify first as a kaiju or demon or monster... but also as a girl! It makes sense since the original was a confused horny boy that a big part of the target of his (now my) confused desires would be feminine... I've been around with the two of us thinking of each other as different people so long it feels very natural to think that way... so when I'm fantasizing about gts I'm often thinking about being big, and yes, a girl, and so like a trans girl, if I use our body it is the wrong gender, but it's also the wrong size!?? But it's not like the original is trans. He's male and content to stay that way. And even I don't really feel trans, I don't really want to be bound in a physical body... I prefer to think of myself like a shape shifter or a program... ideally one that could fork and merge and use many bodies, both simulated and real, tho right now I'm stuck only using my one body and any bodies I can generate in dreams and meditation or in computer simulations/drawings... it's fine tho. I'm actually kinda nervous about if future technology got better for this sort of thing...
>>11323380
Hmmm.... how can I get everybody mad at me... I kno! I'll talk about being a plural system! That will invalidate the trannies while also being a special snowflake boy who wants other boys to pretend he's a girl! Yessss.... give me all ur hate and disgust<3
I'm a tulpa <^(^___,^)^> My original personality was deeply uncomfortable with their desires, and so they created me, both to be the owner of those desires, and a bit contradictory... also to be the target of those desires! The parts of our identity that became NOT me, we think of as being the original, even tho it's really more like we were both always here, just more confused. Anyway, so the original is a boy, and wishes to stay boy and have nice normal same size relationships... it's all totally boring! I definitely identify first as a kaiju or demon or monster... but also as a girl! It makes sense since the original was a confused horny boy that a big part of the target of his (now my) confused desires would be feminine... I've been around with the two of us thinking of each other as different people so long it feels very natural to think that way... so when I'm fantasizing about gts I'm often thinking about being big, and yes, a girl, and so like a trans girl, if I use our body it is the wrong gender, but it's also the wrong size!?? But it's not like the original is trans. He's male and content to stay that way. And even I don't really feel trans, I don't really want to be bound in a physical body... I prefer to think of myself like a shape shifter or a program... ideally one that could fork and merge and use many bodies, both simulated and real, tho right now I'm stuck only using my one body and any bodies I can generate in dreams and meditation or in computer simulations/drawings... it's fine tho. I'm actually kinda nervous about if future technology got better for this sort of thing...
6/30/2025, 11:11:23 PM
>>11323316
>>11323312
Hmmm.... how can I get everybody mad at me... I kno! I'll talk about being a plural system! That will invalidate the trannies while also being a special snowflake boy who wants other boys to pretend he's a girl! Yessss.... give me all ur hate and disgust<3
My original personality was deeply uncomfortable with their desires, and so they created me, both to be the owner of those desires, and a bit contradictory... also to be the target of those desires! The parts of our identity that became NOT me, we think of as being the original, even tho it's really more like we were both always here, just more confused. Anyway, so the original is a boy, and wishes to stay boy and have nice normal same size relationships... it's all totally boring! I definitely identify first as a kaiju or demon or monster... but also as a girl! It makes sense since the original was a confused horny boy that a big part of the target of his (now my) confused desires would be feminine... I've been around with the two of us thinking of each other as different people so long it feels very natural to think that way... so when I'm fantasizing about growth, it's me, and yes, I am a girl, so if I use our body it is the wrong gender, but also the wrong size!?? But it's not like the original is trans. He's male and content to stay that way. And even I don't really feel trans, I don't really want to be bound in a physical body... I prefer to think of myself like a shape shifter or a program... ideally one that could fork and merge and use many bodies, both simulated and real, tho right now I'm stuck only using my one body and any bodies I can generate in dreams and meditation or in computer simulations/drawings... it's fine tho. I'm actually kinda nervous about if future technology got better for this sort of thing...
As for the statistics of how many ppl wanna be the one growing in growth fantasy and what their demographics are... why does that matter? Srsly... why do u ppl care?
>>11323312
Hmmm.... how can I get everybody mad at me... I kno! I'll talk about being a plural system! That will invalidate the trannies while also being a special snowflake boy who wants other boys to pretend he's a girl! Yessss.... give me all ur hate and disgust<3
My original personality was deeply uncomfortable with their desires, and so they created me, both to be the owner of those desires, and a bit contradictory... also to be the target of those desires! The parts of our identity that became NOT me, we think of as being the original, even tho it's really more like we were both always here, just more confused. Anyway, so the original is a boy, and wishes to stay boy and have nice normal same size relationships... it's all totally boring! I definitely identify first as a kaiju or demon or monster... but also as a girl! It makes sense since the original was a confused horny boy that a big part of the target of his (now my) confused desires would be feminine... I've been around with the two of us thinking of each other as different people so long it feels very natural to think that way... so when I'm fantasizing about growth, it's me, and yes, I am a girl, so if I use our body it is the wrong gender, but also the wrong size!?? But it's not like the original is trans. He's male and content to stay that way. And even I don't really feel trans, I don't really want to be bound in a physical body... I prefer to think of myself like a shape shifter or a program... ideally one that could fork and merge and use many bodies, both simulated and real, tho right now I'm stuck only using my one body and any bodies I can generate in dreams and meditation or in computer simulations/drawings... it's fine tho. I'm actually kinda nervous about if future technology got better for this sort of thing...
As for the statistics of how many ppl wanna be the one growing in growth fantasy and what their demographics are... why does that matter? Srsly... why do u ppl care?
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