>>714220127
take apart whatever cool projects you find and steal things until you get better at hiding it. eventually you won't need to hide it at all because you'll learn how to make your own things, so long as you keep exploring.
no shame in doing it if you're doing it to learn and keeping it private

honestly?
no idea what your situation is and this recommendation will sound ridiculous but if worse comes to worst try exploring scratch or roblox or something similar if you are really struggling.
most adults don't out of pride and it kills their creativity. consider that for most people, when they were younger, it was the basic, highly iterative kiddy shit that became their foundation for getting into the proper mindset of coding. games are meant to make our inner kid happy after all, try giving them the legos, break things, experiment to hell and back. no shame in doing it.

as for artistic talent? just draw whatever you think is funny. got a funny idea? immediately draw that shit FAST in whatever way you need to draw it to make it exist, and you'll get your drawing in for the day.
badly drawn things have the merit of being pretty funny and low-stakes. if you can laugh at it, that's a win. make sure you keep winning after that.
part of the hurdle in drawing is not just making the thing but getting used to whatever interface you're using to make said thing in and learning what does what.

also make sure you sleep, hydrate, and meet your macros and not feed your body garbage else it gives up on thinking sooner.
best of luck!