>>40163701
>get called attractive by another man at a party
>still feel homophobic thoughts and feel more gross after
>fag voice continuing to be more prominent in my speech patterns unconsciously but still shifts often because autism
>family has said they wouldn't care if I was gay
>still continue to lie like I'm tryna fool a polygraph test

i liked my comfy spot in the closet, door is getting close and I really really don't like it