>>938158642
Fuckin' uhhhhhhhh. Outside of anxiety attacks which I take SSRI's for, i'm pretty sure all it did was make me a porn-addled degenerate. Oddly enough i'm not addicted to it as once i'm away from the PC, even for weeks at a time when I head out on camping/hiking trips, it doesn't really even cross my mind.
How it started? Lived with my grandparents for a long time since my Mom had me when she was 15, they were my legal guardians. One side of my family's fucked with drugs so they (grandparents) hosted one of my [male] cousins. He had a friend (17 y/o male) who wrangled me into doing a lot of shit. Kinda took advantage of the fact I was a pretty meek kid who kinda just went along with whatever. Think i was around 7 and a couple months old when it began.