How do I make money while on neetbux without getting kicked off it? I need it for rhino

I really really reeeally want to fuck girls who look like this but the best my kissless 21 y o self could ever hope for
is to get into a destructive and humiliating relationship with a bpdecky that would peg me and threaten to leave if I refuse and grab my waist when im doing chores and slap my ass and say that she only dates me because of my lack of spine and weak feeble body and id hate it but id never say a thing

Its not like im even ugly, a solid 6.5, tall, and my cock isnt small at all. My frame is very ok, i have like 1.5wsr, when I buy clothes i buy whatever size the model is wearing cause im literally built like a model.

But i was born timid, lazy and autistic, like a sheep.

I ended up being an early twenties semi neet
who studies online to not disappoint his parents
but not really i mostly just bedrot, go to the therapy and obsess over my good but nothing special looks.

In spare time I sometimes go to some cafes with a little people cause I get panic attacks if there are a lot of ppl with me there or just go on walks to some in-city forest but regardless I get approached by women very very very very seldom and the best I usually get from them is just staring in a bus.

I fucking hate my life.