I'm tired, so tired. So many updates to this codebase. I finally finished it around early June and then it began, all the nuanced updates I had to make to it so it'd work as intended. It's enough stuff that I can't just make it run as is without freezing up the game. Okay so I did some stuff to avoid it freezing up or even preventing crashes. Oops, now stuff isn't running sequentially. New to this stuff so at first I assumed I messed something up in my code when it was just the order of things running. Okay now I have to adjust the entire code to work with this. I'm so very tired of this. I wasn't expecting this game to be so difficult, yet here I am some time later with so little to show for it. So much effort on the back end but the front end of the game? The average gamer would think I did very little, with how little the front end has changed it's easy for them to assume that what I worked on wouldn't take more than a few days. Maybe I'm not cut out for this. So much time and effort down the drain on gamedev over the course of many years :(