Hi. I am diagnosed schizophrenic and I have CPTSD and my therapist has found several compartmentalized alters in my head. Maybe I got MK Ultra'd.

In 2013 I had some kind of trauma that I can't remember at all. I was in and out of the psyche ward.

My boyfriend at the time (I'm a female if anyone wants to believe or not) worked in the nearby naval base as a contractor and had Top Secret clearance. I remember his friends and family were all questioned but I wasn't and I had been with him years.

I feel like I can't remember many details about him or his family. Things feel scrambled. My mom told me that one day I lost it and destroyed his bathroom and started babbling about crazy conspiracy theory stuff.

I vaugely remember calling the police officer that came to get me a "good guy" and I started ranting about clearing the national debt.

I remember "Alpha, beta, centuri, delta, echo..." being repeated to me and some weird ideas about quantum physics and altered reality.

Ngl, not sure how the heck I snapped back to reality. I literally hopped on a plane with bare minimum and started over with an old friend from a college anime club. Being away from my hometown helped. Eventually I moved back home but to this day I have alters that swap in therapy and leave hand written notes around.