>>81549033
Uhm, i'm drinking beer on a thursday and have drank almost every single day for the last several years. I've isolated myself from my family and friends.
Just last week I said some mean, dumb, racist, shit to a 'friend' and got literally choked unconscious for it.
On the positive side, I still have a job I love, i'm eating healthy, I'm still focusing on growing closer to god, im quitting marijuana after 8 years, im still athletic and working out, and i accept my shortcoming and want to work harder to change.