It's really telling that when someone asks for help it is largely ignored. i believe this speaks to the shocking lack of experience on the part of everyone here, as most of you are bumbling about and really actually LARPing. and in my experience occultists who are into this kind of thing do NOT have their lives together. this is proven in my own experience with acquaintances who get into this sort of thing. shame! I feel like all I'll ever be is just a "succubus fan" sitting on the sidelines while everyone has their fun...and i know it sounds childish, im just trying to be honest. people on /x/ and 4chan in general tend to be unkind and often gatekeep and are nasty, it gives a bad impression