so i tried to invite this shit into my life and had a weird uncomfortable fever dream where I was on a southwestern desert shrub land trying not to fall off a mountain at some point i laid back to look at the stars and felt this very uncomfortable feeling of being paralysed while the heavens themselves seemed as if they were parting the stars to open up and reveal some sort of entity. I woke up covered in sweat feeling like i was going to vomit and had to run to the bathroom because of the violent stomach cramps i was having it felt like a hangover