>>149317494
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>>101397575
>lumi
>shiina
>panko

>do any activity that does not involve me getting money
>realize I am poor again - feel anxiety - feel bad
>waste my time
>same thing
>do something that will further my life
>feel like an Idiot because there is an optimized way of making money way faster, easier, with less suffering than I am doing
>stuck in perpetual suffering until I have enough money to not feel this constant nagging pain of being an idiot sub 3m liquid dollars portofolio
anyone else know this feel, it only started to set in when I became older and started caring and realize I need to run up these bands and can't be poor anymore living like a retard, being subjugated to other people's will in this world (gov agencies, bosses, people,plebs, normies, everyone)
the eternal nightmare simulation
gotta get out