Posted on /v/ a couple days back but wanted to wait for a new Hunt thread here on /vm/.
My first solo server wipe, and that shit felt so good.
But every other game I've had past that point, I feel that I've played like shit and even when I get good kills it doesn't feel the same.
Like a coke addict that tried heroin, I'll be stuck chasing that high for a while and most likely burn out trying.