im so lonely
i dont need sex or love
i need a friend
im a transgirl who moved to minneapolis but its been so hard
i have a nice place now. a comfortable enough job lined up as a barista.but i dont think itll make me feel less lonely.
ive wanted to kill myself since i dropped out of catholic school in the midwest. i came out of there really fucking mental and friendless, plopped right into a job that had me sexually harassed constantly.
multiple times ive tried to destroy my life and that failed, so now im struggling to just be consistent and work on my mental health and my body but i still can't. ive basically burned every bridge ive ever had. not only by trooning out but also by just being fucking insane.
maybe its me or something but i feel like trannies can only relate to each other sexually. and i just can't do that now im just too traumatized. but i can only trust other trans people

at this point i can't fight anymore
i dont know what to do