>>280020370

https://vocaroo.com/17BzXo4U72lv

but I guess I may as well just do this now. do you want me to post in here or in there? i’m not sure how to word this but you cause me a lot of stress lately. i think for you this is just a bit of fun which is fine but with me it fucks up my day if I think I annoyed you or something and I get even pissed off seeing you post those blush pics to other people. i know that’s retarded and I think whoever said it’s because i’m lonely was right, I am thinking about you all the time and don’t even know you really at all. it’s at the point where i’m just here to read your posts and I get frustrated or strong emotions if you don’t respond or whatever. i think I need to see a crisis centre or something, while I was taking a break I rang them and they said they can send someone round to me if i don’t want to go in person, but I think eventually i need to see real people and have a real support network in my life. you are making me obsess over this place and i’m getting worse and not better doing it. this is taking me a while to write because i keep deleting stuff but that’s the basic point. i think this is not healthy for me basically. even now you not commenting on my voice after I said i’m insecure about it fucks me up honestly, i don’t know if i’m schizo or if you fuck with me on purpose. i need to just cut 4chan and you off from me for a bit if i’m gonna get better, that’s basically what I have to say.

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>>279618430
Make an actual joke with it then instead of just spamming you 65 IQ gorilla.