Ignore the Schizo rant i just need to get it off my chest
I support Ruka chan , however my Oshi is Sakamata Chloe
I can put Ruka streams in the background no problem but the moment i try to actively watch them the dissonance hits
I don't know if it's memories , or just a feeling i can't express even despite understanding that it's the same person behind
i just can't