>>212708254
not if I start a hobovlog

>>81741609
OP webm is literally all I ever wanted, a cute nerdy gf, not especially attractive, just not fat, who shares my disdain for pop culture and the need to party get drunk and high constantly, has a brain so we can get into other interests

however I was never allowed anywhere near women like this, starting in middle school I was ostracized, in college I tried to be social and shit, but having missed out on years of development among peers they knew I was "different" and I ended up ostracized there too, now I barely have time to socialize

I want so much to be a good bf, to be a good husband, to change, to learn social skills, to be this person society wants me to be, yet they won't help at all, I can't even get my foot in the door, and people are so hateful, they don't even view me as human, people act totally disinterested and try to make some excuse and leave whatever I say or do, no matter how hard I try, I barely even see young women anymore and when I do they are surrounded by like super popular fashionable people with nose rings and the haircuts and whatever, and they won't give me the time of day because I don't fit in with their subculture, there is zero chance of even getting my foot in the door

what the fuck, seriously, just what the fuck, why was I born into a society like this