I've been told to go to therapists, been put on medication, but of course that never helps. Why listen when I know it's just an actor? The medicine only ""works"" if you think it'll work (this is what placebo is, kind of similar to how you all exist) so it's pointless. When I'm 99% positive nothing is really real, what good is trying? I accidentally posted this on the main thread, oops. I've been so stressed lately, since my mind isn't good at keeping up the illusion much anymore.