>>40511789
idk if I could tolerate having someone look at me long enough to draw me, that sounds physically painful
>writing is a real pain
yeah iktf
what I've settled into doing is just jotting down notes and thoughts and eventually I'll find the wind filling my sails for writing, and then go from what I've accumulated from the last time I wrote or just write out a specific scene that popped up in my mind
as pretentious as it sounds, it mostly just feels like when I write it's about feeling what's already there and expanding it rather than constructing it wholesale. Don't beat yourself up if you find it tough to write when you're not feeling it, but also don't shy away from trying bc sometimes you can just get into after warning up a little bit
sometimes taking a bath gives me the space to think about something and then after I'll get a bit of writing done even if I don't much feel like it

>>40511812
my preference is to never date a pedophile again, and I broke up with my ex over him being a pedo. if you genuinely believe the shit you say then your schizophrenia is worse than I thought

>>40511820
ig that's true, somehow ppl irl think I'm much younger than I am. even into my mid 20s I had ppl think I was in high school. our next door neighbor allegedly thought I was 17 earlier this year but idk how bc I'm 31 and I don't look THAT young
according to my mom our family ages slowly and she got carded into her 40s when me and my sibling were babies lol