I have a kill count in the high 20s. I can die now and still be comfortably higher than the male average, but getting dumped by the unicorn that my dumb ass fell for did a number on my psychology, and admittedly I have a large amount of rejection sensitivity now. Idk what rewired in my brain, but it's crazy to think I was one a low-inhib chad running around and grabbing numbers everywhere. Learned helplessness is a shitty thing our brains do to ourselves with traumatic events bros. It's also a negative feedback loop, because when you try to crack out of your shell, you just creep everyone out and it makes you want to stay isolated even more.

Whatever, my cope is that I'm satiated and my ego has nothing to prove from the notches in my bed posts. Any other ex-Chad's ITT who hung up the hat? I feel like this phenomena is common because I've met other guys in this position

What are some /fit/ approved hobbies?