>this is my type
>work in Japanese school as an ALT
>one of my coworkers, an art teacher, looks like this
>she likes the types of anime that I like and we share a lot of other hobbies
>have the biggest crush on her to the point where it's fucking with my sleep
>would have typically watched this show but there's no way I can right now due to how painful it'd be for me
I'm not bad looking (people without filters like kids and babas call me "cool" all the time), but my self-image is so fucked that I assume she'd hate me.