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7/25/2025, 4:34:12 AM
>>40491064
not really. i had many chances to escape this life and mostly sat idly by because im a coward that lets anxiety control my life. i made my bad and now i must lie down or walk away.
>>40491084
im an old soul. ive had a lot of people say that to me in life.
>>40491091
i mean i aint very young anymore. how old did you think i was? do i look old? that would be kinda wack
>>40491115
it comes in waves. its prolly worse cause ive been kinda missing taking my depression meds. also i think i meant is just typed isnt fsr :p im sure it wont it just feels so weird. so real on the friends thing too. ive tried making so many in my life and then that feeling comes and usually ruins it very badly. like i cant trust em or theres something in the way. like an almost physical wall between me and them that makes relating almost impossible. like im incapable of connrction and i have to resort to a kinda act. most of my friendships in life have felt almost inauthentic for no particular reason. ig just life in general. like im an actor is some weird play where everyone got the script and im just trying to piece together what they got through acting like them or seeiong how they interact with eachother. im so lonely
not really. i had many chances to escape this life and mostly sat idly by because im a coward that lets anxiety control my life. i made my bad and now i must lie down or walk away.
>>40491084
im an old soul. ive had a lot of people say that to me in life.
>>40491091
i mean i aint very young anymore. how old did you think i was? do i look old? that would be kinda wack
>>40491115
it comes in waves. its prolly worse cause ive been kinda missing taking my depression meds. also i think i meant is just typed isnt fsr :p im sure it wont it just feels so weird. so real on the friends thing too. ive tried making so many in my life and then that feeling comes and usually ruins it very badly. like i cant trust em or theres something in the way. like an almost physical wall between me and them that makes relating almost impossible. like im incapable of connrction and i have to resort to a kinda act. most of my friendships in life have felt almost inauthentic for no particular reason. ig just life in general. like im an actor is some weird play where everyone got the script and im just trying to piece together what they got through acting like them or seeiong how they interact with eachother. im so lonely
7/24/2025, 5:31:18 AM
is there anything similar with the furry fandom but with trans people?
7/23/2025, 2:12:50 PM
7/16/2025, 1:11:14 AM
7/4/2025, 5:04:00 PM
i don't want to bathe today
6/28/2025, 10:21:04 AM
6/26/2025, 10:09:33 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdziRmPrNU0
a new mac album is coming out i cried profusely to this song and the lyrics have made me realize i need to fix my life and my relationships with the people that tried to love me. im broken and ive let that break the good things i shouldve let in my life. i waste my time posting here in hopes i can develop some sort of personality or sense of self. i believe i cannot have friends unless i have these things. ive been alone for so long ive gotten comfortable in loneliness and closed off the idea of close fulfilling relationships. anytime someone gets close i start hating them subconsciously for even trying to see good in me. what the lack of a fthers love does to a mf. i dont know how to rid myself of these feelings. sorry if i texted you for like a day and ghosted im even more sorry if it was for months and still did the same thing. imma try and block this place for a while. anyway heres my body cause my self worth is at an all time low. love the peeps that gave nice words to me and advice. i enjoyed our convos. goodbye for now
https://unsee cc/album#CWwNdZAKo1L4
a new mac album is coming out i cried profusely to this song and the lyrics have made me realize i need to fix my life and my relationships with the people that tried to love me. im broken and ive let that break the good things i shouldve let in my life. i waste my time posting here in hopes i can develop some sort of personality or sense of self. i believe i cannot have friends unless i have these things. ive been alone for so long ive gotten comfortable in loneliness and closed off the idea of close fulfilling relationships. anytime someone gets close i start hating them subconsciously for even trying to see good in me. what the lack of a fthers love does to a mf. i dont know how to rid myself of these feelings. sorry if i texted you for like a day and ghosted im even more sorry if it was for months and still did the same thing. imma try and block this place for a while. anyway heres my body cause my self worth is at an all time low. love the peeps that gave nice words to me and advice. i enjoyed our convos. goodbye for now
https://unsee cc/album#CWwNdZAKo1L4
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