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8/9/2025, 4:43:47 PM
As I haven't seen any one do it, I have taken the liberty to transcribe Ari's stream.
>I guess firstly, good morning. It's not really a wakey wakey moment but I hope you're having a good day wherever you are and whatever is going on
>This isn't really something that I wanted to talk about publicly ever. This isn't something that I wanted to show. This isn't something that I wanted you guys or anyone else to really know about
>But, it was made public and I feel that it's important for me to say at least something on my side. Just because of how public it was made.
>If you don't know, if you're not aware of what's been going on behind the scenes for a few days now, a few days ago Zen made an announcement in her discord that her and I are no longer friends.
>It wasn't something that I ever wanted to be public because it is something that happened between two people that no one else needed to know about. No one else needed to know about.
>There have been problems for a while in the background. Zen was very unhappy about who I would hang out with on stream and it wasn't something that I was comfortable with because I only hang out with my friends on stream.
>It was something that I tried talking to her about on a number of occasions. We tried resolving things, I tried letting her know that it wasn't something I'm ok with, because it's not ok with it. I'm just spending time with my friends.
>Things never seemed to change or resolve, we never really came to a conclusion that resulted in anything changing or making anyone happy, so I decided it would be best for me, for my mental health, to step away from being her friend.
>It's something I wanted to do quietly, without letting the community know, because I didn't want it to be something that became public and made everyone really sad and caused problems.
>I feel like this announcement was as much of a shock to me as it was you guys, because at the time it was made we haven't spoken in weeks. So, I wasn't sure where it came from or why she did it.
>But I never wanted it to be public, because I don't want this to be an issue, I don't want this to be something, I never wanted people to know about it. It was just two things between two people.
>Just differing of opinions, differing of just personal stuff and when she made it public I was really surprised, and even when she did say something, I still didn't want to say anything because it still feels like something that shouldn't be said
>But I feel like I was put in a position where I had to say something and I don't want to say more than what I have to because I still think that this doesn't need to be something that hurts the both of us and hurts the community.
>I just want everyone to be able to just, I didn't want any one to feel like there was drama, or a big falling out, I just wanted it to be quiet and I just wanted to quietly go our separate ways.
>I know that's hard on the community in a different way because obviously you guys had questions, you could tell we weren't doing stuff together, we weren't talking about each other any more, but that felt so much better than putting everything out there.
>And I still don't want to put everything out there. I don't think it's necessary in a situation like this to make the issues we have between each other public. There's so much that could be said, maybe should be said, but I don't want to hurt.
>I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt Zen, and I hope she's ok. We may have gone our separate ways, but I don't want her to not be ok.
>That's really all I want to say on the matter, to be honest with you, because again I don't think it does anybody any good to go into the details of it all, to pull out screenshots, it just doesn't have to happen.
>And I don't want to have it happen, I never wanted this to be something that you guys would ever have to face, and be hurt by. I never wanted this to be something Zen would have to face and be hurt by.
>All I'll really say is, please give both of us time and space, and please don't ask either one of us if we'll be friends again, if it can be fixed or where we are, obviously if people don't know, they don't know, it's ok.
>Not knowing something happened is not a bad thing, but this is not something that can be fixed. Because it's something that, it's something that we tried to fix, I tried to fix it, and I'm sure she tried what she could too
>But the reason I decided to walk away was because it can't be fixed, and it wasn't ok, and I hope she's ok. I don't want her to not be ok. I hope moving forward from this, we can just continue on as two separate people.
>I don't really have anything else I can add to it, I'm really sorry this is a thing in the first place. I hope things get better for both of us. I hope you guys have a better night.
>I guess firstly, good morning. It's not really a wakey wakey moment but I hope you're having a good day wherever you are and whatever is going on
>This isn't really something that I wanted to talk about publicly ever. This isn't something that I wanted to show. This isn't something that I wanted you guys or anyone else to really know about
>But, it was made public and I feel that it's important for me to say at least something on my side. Just because of how public it was made.
>If you don't know, if you're not aware of what's been going on behind the scenes for a few days now, a few days ago Zen made an announcement in her discord that her and I are no longer friends.
>It wasn't something that I ever wanted to be public because it is something that happened between two people that no one else needed to know about. No one else needed to know about.
>There have been problems for a while in the background. Zen was very unhappy about who I would hang out with on stream and it wasn't something that I was comfortable with because I only hang out with my friends on stream.
>It was something that I tried talking to her about on a number of occasions. We tried resolving things, I tried letting her know that it wasn't something I'm ok with, because it's not ok with it. I'm just spending time with my friends.
>Things never seemed to change or resolve, we never really came to a conclusion that resulted in anything changing or making anyone happy, so I decided it would be best for me, for my mental health, to step away from being her friend.
>It's something I wanted to do quietly, without letting the community know, because I didn't want it to be something that became public and made everyone really sad and caused problems.
>I feel like this announcement was as much of a shock to me as it was you guys, because at the time it was made we haven't spoken in weeks. So, I wasn't sure where it came from or why she did it.
>But I never wanted it to be public, because I don't want this to be an issue, I don't want this to be something, I never wanted people to know about it. It was just two things between two people.
>Just differing of opinions, differing of just personal stuff and when she made it public I was really surprised, and even when she did say something, I still didn't want to say anything because it still feels like something that shouldn't be said
>But I feel like I was put in a position where I had to say something and I don't want to say more than what I have to because I still think that this doesn't need to be something that hurts the both of us and hurts the community.
>I just want everyone to be able to just, I didn't want any one to feel like there was drama, or a big falling out, I just wanted it to be quiet and I just wanted to quietly go our separate ways.
>I know that's hard on the community in a different way because obviously you guys had questions, you could tell we weren't doing stuff together, we weren't talking about each other any more, but that felt so much better than putting everything out there.
>And I still don't want to put everything out there. I don't think it's necessary in a situation like this to make the issues we have between each other public. There's so much that could be said, maybe should be said, but I don't want to hurt.
>I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt Zen, and I hope she's ok. We may have gone our separate ways, but I don't want her to not be ok.
>That's really all I want to say on the matter, to be honest with you, because again I don't think it does anybody any good to go into the details of it all, to pull out screenshots, it just doesn't have to happen.
>And I don't want to have it happen, I never wanted this to be something that you guys would ever have to face, and be hurt by. I never wanted this to be something Zen would have to face and be hurt by.
>All I'll really say is, please give both of us time and space, and please don't ask either one of us if we'll be friends again, if it can be fixed or where we are, obviously if people don't know, they don't know, it's ok.
>Not knowing something happened is not a bad thing, but this is not something that can be fixed. Because it's something that, it's something that we tried to fix, I tried to fix it, and I'm sure she tried what she could too
>But the reason I decided to walk away was because it can't be fixed, and it wasn't ok, and I hope she's ok. I don't want her to not be ok. I hope moving forward from this, we can just continue on as two separate people.
>I don't really have anything else I can add to it, I'm really sorry this is a thing in the first place. I hope things get better for both of us. I hope you guys have a better night.
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