>>11300275
Essentially I induced for the kink and actually wanted to produce as much as possible, so I started out pumping very frequently at 12 times a day, even having a pump in the middle of the night like a mom would. I was blown away that I quickly reached a regular supply in just a few weeks and just kept going with the pumping, but it started to get more and more taxing as my supply just kept going up so very easily, yet I couldn't stop myself because it's so damn addicting to pump those numbers higher and higher.

It feels like I'm engorged almost all the time, even right after pumping, as it's hard to even feel "empty". Hurts like hell barely a hour after pumping, I get so engorged that the ache gets unbearable if I go too long between pumps, so I have to always stay on schedule just to avoid the engorgement and inflamed ducts.

Don't really get unplanned letdowns that frequently anymore but I do leak so easily I always have to have nursing pads in my nursing bras to soak it up.

It's a bit bizarre to live like this because I have to schedule everything around my lactation now and eat so damn much all the time too, or my weight just plummets