>ASL
29/M/USA
>About me
Depressed, mentally ill NEET hikki that's wanted to die since I was a kid. I don't do much of anything except stay in my room, play games, and browse the internet, trying to control my anxiety and make it to the end of the day somehow. I was in a codependent relationship with someone I relied on years ago, and that was the only time I've ever felt alive. Physically, I'm white, short, underweight, somewhat long hair. Generally dark and gloomy person. Masochist and purely submissive. I'd let someone beat and abuse me as long as they kept me around. Even kill me if they wanted. I can't really feel joy on my own, only vicariously through being useful to others.
>Looking for
Any girls that would want try talking. Someone that I might be able rely on emotionally. Ideally, someone I could trust unconditionally to make decisions for me and I could dedicate my life to making happy. I think she'd need to be sadistic and controlling to want someone like me around. Sexually, if you liked pegging, futa art, or stuff like that, that would be good since I'm exclusively a bottom. Generally, though, I don't understand what I want or what's for my own good. I want someone to hurt and abused, but also make me feel safe and comforted. I want someone to help me learn to do things so I can be useful to them, but I also really just want for everything to end and all the pain to stop.
>Discord
atropos444