had a gf that said she was a size queen so essentially one day while drunk talking about sex she told me shes had better but just because of his size. I thought about it for a few days and i decided to take a pill to ensure i can keep going and i took her i was rough and treated her like a piece of meat spit on her man handled her and degraded her verbally. she loved it and i decided she was trash so i left her explaining i think she has mental health problems and should seek help she called me on and off for a year or so sent me nudes ect.
tldr
girls are not into big dicks girls want to be taken degraded and used raped essentially but they also want someone loving caring and nice so in other words they are crazy.