my chaser treats me like a princess and cis women think I'm an icky tranny

I had two options the potential love of my life, and the abusive relationship I was already in. I picked the abusive one because I was already in it, it was easier than the abuse of having to end it, and an I can fix him mentality. I ruined the friendship I had with the best connection I’ve ever had with the other option. I’m stuck and I think I will be for the rest of my life.
>inb4 what’s the letter of your first name?
e

why do men act like trans girls are sex objects