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I started keeping a dream journal and for the past month all of my dreams have just been about my family or about my boyfriend openly yet covertly cheating on me.
This is my overall most memorable one:
I was at some camp where they were preparing some people to be ritual sacrificed in space.
They weren't treating us poorly, and it was akin to some type of summer camp, but people of all ages were there.
The process was that they put you in this pod thing to preserve your body, and make you chew this gum that puts you to sleep and kills you. I didn't know exactly what it was for, but from everything I knew, they were just going to drift us into space.
All of this was voluntary, and there were no repercussions for backing out. Everyone was there willingly and enthusiastically.
Shortly before leaving, I had resolved a conflict with someone important to me, but I could hardly get a hold of them. And when I did, they didn't seem to give a fuck about anything that was happening.
One day, one of the other people there decided they didn't want to do it. Everyone was supportive, but it planted the seed in my brain and I started to seriously doubt things.
I didn't want to die. But for some weird reason, I felt like this was not only what I had to do, but that it would be wrong not to. I also had a feeling that me not doing it would be a disappointing outcome and that I'd be missing out on something seriously important.
I was unsure but kept going along with it. Eventually I got more scared of what would happen if I were to just suddenly wake up one day when I was supposed to be dead.
The dream kind of ended there, but I'm assuming if it continued I would have boarded the ship.