not really the loneliness, but the increasingly obvious realization that our lives are completely without meaning or purpose and what's more is we've structured society to where you cannot really do anything about it. Like all the countires are just large multi-ethnic wagie plantations with no culture or community. I actually fucking hate most of my """"countrymen""""".

This modern experiment is a dead end. I can see over the coming centuries, more people gradually leaving civilization to form smaller little factions.