I believe I can see the future
'Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again, that might have been a dream

I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around, oh no

It's like a song about my life.

>>81491878
It's not that she just does what she is told like a doll, but she does what she needs to do. That means taking the initiative like when she sacrifices herself to save Shinji and disobeys Gendo in the end. That's why I wrote "what I have to" instead of "what I'm told".